Youve not spoke to me in 5days and i dont know why. I dont know where you are. Neither does your mum, your friend or anyone i can get hold of that we both know. Youve lost your phone & i have no way to contact you and tell you how much this is killing me.
Whatever ive done, whatever it is thats keeping you away just please…i miss you. You are my everything. I cant do this without you.
*bad pic of me tho :’)
feel so anxious n full of self hatred, i just want throw up
imsorryimsorryimsorryimsorryimsorry im fucking sorry